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Saturday, November 21, 2009

12:53:00 AM

Left!

Finally things are back to square one where there is only five of us in the family. The lil one has left us. Her parent took her away in the afternoon. Now it was her turn to leave me forever. Why all good things must come to an end? It sucks even more when i don't even get to kiss her goodbye. I shouldn't have ignored the calls just now. It must be her calling me. She took away everything that belong to her leaving nothing behind as a token to remind her. I am feeling alone right now. She took "our" pictures with her.

Life will get so dull now without her in my life. No one to wipe away my tears when i cry. No one to cheer me up when i am down. This house will be as good as house of the dead. No more laughter will be heard. No more sight of her shouting my name the moment i came back from somewhere. No more hearing her voice pestering to either bring her out or buy her, her favourite toys. I am missing her so much right now.

However i was glad she spent the whole night with me. Although it was only for couple of hours but every moment spent was priceless. She put her body next to mine and we cuddled each other. We drew pictures together. I played along with her childish game. It was worthwhile.

If you know something wasn't right,

just don't ask me how i am.

*If it's wrong to love you.*

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

1:26:00 AM

So much for...

He said i am a bad liar.
He said look at yourself, what a person you are.
He said fuck you!

But hey look at youself!
So much for saying "i will try so much to forget the past".
She already did but did you boy!?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

10:47:00 PM

Sunshine of my life!

And so yesterday i met up with the lovelies again and finally, this time with F around. Unfortunately suu can't make it perhap she have some other errands. We headed down to Marina Square and waited for Faiz at MacD. We saw Abg Hamzah at the corner and i decided to just come up to him and say hi. He updated me about something but let just not elaborate about it. All i can say is i don't wish to get involve.

We had our dinner and as usual laughter was around us. Seriously it was so kecohrable! We took "photo" and photo. You guys know what i mean by "photo".

Hahahaha.

Faiz you are cute sometime especially the bello-ness side of you. After sometime Rara suggested to go esplanade and so off we went leaving Abg and rest behind. Furthermore it was supposed to be "our" outing. We bought ourselves cup corn except for F. And please i still think that "soup" as Faiz called it, is so oily and greasy.

Period.

Dear RAFFS,

i am glad that i met you guys in this journey of my life. I have alot of friends but not all were as true as you guys. Although the friendship has just build up but i know deep down it will never stop here and will last for as long as we have each other. I enjoyed every moment spent. Whenever i'm with you guys, it seem like all trouble has been wash away and cruelty was never mine. And so promise me that this friendship will never end and we will be there for each other through thick and thin.

Nevertheless ily!

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As a handful of you guys has been asking and wondering what kind of shoes i bought that$310? So above is a picture of it or you can go google it. Its Supra Brand.

Anyway did i told you guys that my hair is short and it's in red!? I'm totally in love with it despite people telling me that i look more chubbier. In fact that's what make me, me! On top of that i have change my number so assholes, you can get through me no more. No more prank calls from you losers!

This friday is officially the lil one last day. Her parents are taking her back and i am so gonna miss her. I hope her parent will change her mind and let her live with us again for another year.

*cross fingers*

Even though its a new chapter,

sometime i found myself sitting in a corner,

crying my heart out.

*Boy, its either for you or him.*

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

12:31:00 AM

Everything is fine now!

I'm down with bad sickness due to tiredness i guess. The medicines is definitely not doing any good. Instead i felt worst. On top of that, i have menses cramp to add in the misery. Fuck! I am so famish but no appetite to eat. I have been resting all day long. I hope i will get better tomorrow. I can't always miss lesson in fact i can't afford to miss any lesson.

Anyway last friday i bought myself an entertainment gadget. I bought DS Lite. And i love it even more because its in PINK! Saturday and Sunday went out with Mr. Milkshake and do a little shopping. No! Not a lil but alot!! I bought alot of stuffs and it cost me close to four digits number. I bought shoes at Supra which cost me three digits number. It caught my eyes the moment i stepped into the shop. Mum nagged at me non - stop when she found out. Well just turn deaf ear. And now i can't wait for sixteenth to come.
:)

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I am glad that you still choose to wait on me. We had a big misunderstanding between us back then. We chose to reconcile and give each other the last chance. And now things are getting all hype up i must say. You know me best than anyone else. You are my greatest man, friend, brother and family. Please don't let it come to an end. I am not going to promise anything because deep down you know i am still trying. However, i will try to my best ability to make it work. I am gonna be the same girl you met. <3
:)

Seeing but not perceiving,
hearing but not listening.

*Let's do this!*

Monday, November 9, 2009

7:38:00 PM

You made me laugh.

She: Its real chocolate.
He:How you know?
She:Because its tasteless.